Wednesday, September 27, 2006 Y 11:43 PM
today suppose to be a happy day for me coz the 5 of us finally out together and we are not being seperated..
im quite pissed with huatlee ever since alan's bdae he make me rmb my stupidest things i ever done and i think his mouth is big and he is a kpo.. he may tot is a long time thingy but to me is my nightmare!! i dun feel like toking to him now argh!! and since he noe wad is going on n how it happen why should he still ask me.. the other party may said something which is untrue but as long as my conscience is clear i haf nth to fear. he can think wadeva he wan but it doesnt matter as long as i noe is not the fact..
i really think tt guy is a bastard! damn! damn! damn! he is the one who force me lor i did reject it n he told others tt "we" wanna try it out oh plz lor!! damn it sia n tt stupid huat lee say i diao qi lai mai oh plz he dun even noe wad is going on n he need to hear 2 party instead of one k.. kaoz all these year i was really a dumb lor.. wadeva he really spoilt my whole mood.. wanna tell cindy abt it but scare she will be do something rush but in the end never.
next is ahma n lz scared me out.. they told me i got 18% for my ectp argh!! my heart dropped sia but one thing i will keep in mind is tt imagining my frenz got 81% n i got 18% omg! its damn scary!! i dun even wanna dream abt it..
now i was hoping tt no1 in sp will resemble him coz there is a higher chance of me falling in love with tt guy which i do not wan to coz is like a substitution.. some times i will still think of him how i wish i can grab hold of opportunities given..
currently waiting for cindy's bdae to arrive coz i was eager to see her expression i wanna noe how she feel i had given my most best in her bdae celebration is already within my limits n i cant go on further i really is a sucessful one.. god bless
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