i mean wad i say... every word tt i say comes from my bottom of my heart so dun ever suspect wadeva i say coz it hurts.. though i had said the same to a lot of ppl but if u mean nth to me i will not say it to u..

from morning till now have been feeling rather weak... whole body was aching like nobody business.. ever since i come to poly i am getting weaker.. muz be some1 among us pass the disease to me wahahaha...

alright.. b4 going to work suddenly this phrase comes to my mind,chi bu dao bu tao suo bu tao suan... i was wondering how come ppl will say tt.. for my own opinion, i feel tt maybe its bcoz some ppl will tend to show off something in front of tt person and causes the person to say some negative stuff bah.. if not they wun be reacting tt way bah... maybe i am one of them who say the grape is sour.. wadeva it is i am satisfied wif wad i am having right now got frenz and everything..

and....... i gonna be jobless soon.. i think i should feel happy for myself bah coz i can haf more time to spend with my frenz.. feel tt i haf been neglecting them and i cant even go out as n when i like.. so now is juz waiting for a replacement... heng my aunt is veri understanding.. so now maybe trying to search for jobs which are super duper flexible so tt i can arrange my schedule well hehehe...

yesterday after sch went shopping with fiona n mel.. both of them predict tt we will get to meet again veri soon coz its like a trend.. once we meet we will meet more often... hope so bah hahaha... ok each of us bought a flipflop.. kinda shocked tt fiona size almost same as me hehehe

den we were talking abt we growing fatter n fatter haha.. all thx to lz they all especially tt alan say i every hour wanna eat duno who keep yin you wo wif food lor... everytime lesson haven start already plan for TEA BREAK.. argh!!! keep on eating lor me... den fiona asked me to go over her hse there every morning to go for a run abt 15mins run like tt... so damn bu fang bian lor.. den haf to bring clothes n bath n things like tt haha.. but... we going to meet up real soon for a bball "session" woohoo!! long time nv touch the ball liao.. i believe after 5 mins of bball i confirm run out of breath...

ohya yesterday shop halfway got a ger from duno wad church called me and say wanna chat wif me den i was eh i dun even noe u lor how to chat weird and asked me whether convenient to talk anot if not she will call back later.. i tot talk now or later makes no diff y not now lor better den her disturbing me again... so weird lor 2 strangers toking on the fone and she didnt haf any topic in mind all abt my sch life n stuff.. she came from sp too business admin haiz... they not tired i veri tired liao lor... tot can pai tuo this kind of thing but it still come back so sianz.. next time shall reject straight be more hen xin.. while talking to her really veri stess sia keep sweating..

and i love tuesday lesson though i dislike dnd.. coz during tt lesson can do wadeva we want eat ah crap ah daydream wadeva shit can be done la.. and today tt guy alan wahahaha lanlan leh no wonder call a-lan.. pronounce something nv failed to end wif a "t" sound and every sentence he said confirm stutter hehehe... i...i...i... like to imitate u"t"!!!

i had a dream last nitez and it came true or maybe i was juz being sensitive.. ok today i was late and i duno wad the hell i was doing la.. alicia say back den i dunno y i go front n i tot front is the back... and she pissed? duno la coz supposed to take law paper and we told each other cannot be late la in the end i still late.. den when i saw her she gave me a bu shuang look? obviously wif this kind of look i wun go near her la den i stand at one side going into my si kao land den nv tok lor... haiz but in the end still got tok la..

den today got back law paper!!! wahahah i won lz!!!! yes yes yes!!! by a mark wahahahahaha... congrad me!! just wait n see man... kinda pressurize now all thx to my xuan zhan wif her.. but i still wanna slack leh coz tt is my zuo feng..

half of the day was slacking la.. den evening time went to meet darling and her some1 well she ask me to pei her to go duno wad music thingy la perform by duno wad hill some sort like a "concert" those rock rock kind...

reach there liao and was wow!! so many ppl sia.. but wad frightened me off was when i saw the tix it is something related to church stuff and my mind was blank la.. was like hoping the same thing wun be happening again la.. and was praying tt it is juz a normal concert kind... until her sis asked me wad is the motive of me being here den i juz told her listening to music lor and tt is wad dar told me.. but the her sis told us tt we need to join in the fun also n i was eh... ok when the thing starts i really feel veri uneasy wanna get out of the place asap... everything was within my expectation.. sad sad sad... but b4 tt got a guy came and approach us telling us alot of stuff la... and wanted us to fill in the form sianz.. and tt guy is from sp too chemical process duno which year.. hope i wun be bumping him again if really tt sway i hope he wun be able to recognise me hahahaha...

well when the whole thing starts i was hoping everything can end asap la.. but i like their songs and i like the way they play the music especially the electric guitar.. amazed..
there is 1 song to me it is a veri special song cant rmb the lyrics.. the feel they gave me the atmosphere they gave me was veri different.. while listening i feel like i am the only 1 standing in front of the room and there is a light in front of me.. and when i closed my eyes i feel tt there is something i need to reach it is a veri special feelings duno how to describe also... but i still stay on my belief nothing is gonna change my belief.. oh and i yawned 10times haha kinda bored la coz for the 3 hours i was standing like a log..

ok den the ppl there really singaporean as wad dar said... the tix wrote 1st come 1st serve but when i step inside everyone was booking seats for their frenz lor den put tissue paper they put everything as long as they can book the seats.. but to me rite it is not 1st come 1st serve basis lor is 1st come 1st book... so kiasu..

after today i haf learnt a lesson next time i must ask where will i be going or find out more abt it before attending.. if not it gonna be the same as wad happened today but... i not blaming dar la i noe she wun harm me i will always love her... and there is something i need to say but im afraid i will hurt someone so i not gonna say it hahaha and one last thing i think i gonna fall in love wif rock music!!!

toilet smell so nice

finally a bu shuang face a lot of NG pic b4 this

together with 3 zilian queen

so zilian hahaha

sihui's twin sister

cute bah

continue of zilian-ing

cute bah hahaha

perfect eye-sight

today's talk was like eh... dun understand.. wad terrorism.. the presentor from NTU omg his language really cant catch any words from him.. even lz from L.A also dun understand...

after that went to CD lecturer's room.. he was telling us a lot of stuff la.. at the moment i was like eh wad the hell had i been doing all this while..

SO.. LEE LI ZHEN!!! I GONNA BEAT U!! TAKE MY WORDS MAN!! lets see how many modules we taking.. we got dnd, it, ectp, bs, law... OK I WILL TRY MY BEST TO DO WELL FOR MY ECTP!!! I WILL DEFINITELY WIN YOU I WILL GET 91% AND NO MORE 18%!!!I WILL NOT WIN U FOR 1 MODULE BUT FOR ALL.. HAHAHA!!! scarly i cant even win you.. BUT... WO DUI ZI JI YOU XIN XING!!! I CAN DO IT! YES I CAN!!! I WANT YOU TO BAI WO WEI SHI!!! BLEAHX!!!

yesterday was chatting wif fiona.. she a bit crazy and a bit retard.. she wanna dye her hair but she wanna go johor there i think crazy de leh.. go all the way there to dye hair anyway i really cant imagine how she look like after she dyed hehe..so fiona muz wait for me or rather us ok... i haf decided to bleach my hair 75% bleaching bah still considering...

today we were discussing wad present we wanna gif each other well im not fussy la.. so here is my wishlist(christmas wish n bdae wish):

sonyericsson k800i
sunglass(can get it myself)
money(preferably 3 digit de)
mp3(i dont mind getting a new one)
watch(must suit me de)
cap/hat(must suit me)
specs(i choose you pay :P)

thats all i think but i will continue to add on..

now i wanna thank alan n lz for helping me draw my dnd!!! thx alot!!

one last thing.. onli applicable to gers on my bdae rite i need a hug n a kiss from each of u.. hahaha to me it means zu fu ;)

in the morning was waiting for alicia she was late the excuse was finding for law notes haha.. while waiting for her i was thinking wad i gonna do b4 the chinese new year arrive.. since it is a new year everything muz be different.. so i haf decided to cut my hair ONLY on feb near to new year tt period but i dun tink i can take it la.. coz i dun like my hair to be uncut for so long.. den dye my hair again haven decide how i wan it to be.. and get a new spec.. den erm buy new clothes but bel n alicia say buy as early as possible coz when new year is coming everything will be in a rush and cant get wadeva we wanted..quite true la but den i am too busy haha.. yupyup n tts all for my plans may be still got more haven think of it yet...
den today got back ectp n bs paper... quite satisfy wif my ectp coz i really did study but i still forget some.. hard work did paid off but as for bs hmm... ok la.. hehe.. den lz the pro among us nv failed to surprise us.. ectp she got 90%!!! omg tts alot.. i will get 91% for the next test and bs she got 84% i will get 90% for next test too.. hahaha law next week den get it back.. dun expect much coz i cant really rmb the case yupyup but i wanna get higher marks den her!! she is my target n a motivation for me to do well for studies!! i joked with her tt her ------- helped her a lot coz it stored all the information.. in the exam she juz need to scratch or feel it den she will noe the ans.. den juz now i told meiting n wb tt next time i will use my mole to store the info so whenever i look at it i will noe the ans..
sianz now got a lot of things to be done...accumulated work.. dnd 2 tutorial hope i can finish 1 n 1/2, IT, Gems and script... writting script is a past time for me haha all thx to lz gif the inspiration to write... well wif my standard of chinese is confirm cannot make it de but i "employed" an assistant.. tt is lz with her standard of HIGHER CHINESE woohoo!! it gonna be a perfect piece of work.. hopely i can get it all done by next week.. the title of the story is "qian shi jin shen" and ASHLEY is currently writting an english version de.. i am the main role cool sia coz normally i am juz a bu qi yan de role hahaha.. oh anyway ashley is a pervert.. today she told jh tt "his l*n J**o is at her hse" omg.. this type of thing also wanna say out so LOUDLY hahaha..
haiz... today did a veri stupid thing.. yuan jia lu zai.. was in the toilet wif alicia den i was smiling at her.. gang hao a grp came in n i juz turn n "smile" at one of them well i cannot wipe my smile off coz it gonna be obvious so i slowly turn my head back and ask alicia to leave the toilet coz i dun like the atmosphere... haiz... and hor there is one inconsiderate creature la.. b4 we go back we went to kfc to grab a bite we had found our seats la juz nice got 8 but we got 9 obvious we dun wanna let tt creature sit.. lz ming ming jiu put the bag on her chair and den duno y when she came back the seats were taken lor and tt creature sit until veri shuang.. and he is not eating at all is he blind or wad obvious tt the seats is lz de coz he saw lz sitting but nvm la lz stand there so long le still dun wanna get his er xin butt up and he expect her to stand up n eat izzit... everyone was eating except him lor.. come on la he is man k cant he be gentleman n get a seat for himself rather den taking a seat from some1 else.. see his face jiu feel like slapping and cut wad er xin hair look so uncle even if he dun cut he also look like one.. always wanna act act act... whole day he was damn quiet.. act onli wad after we are gone n will be chatty act act act..anyway i dun care u got read this if u did better tts show how i DISLIKE you!!
toking abt him reminds me of some1.. another 1 but better den him.. she say we dun treat her as frenz? wad the hell does she means by tt if we dun treat u as frenz we wun be contacting u eh come on la.. u also noe abt this matter and u even passed by tt thing n say y we dun wanna ask u out.. gwen last min noe abt this also make the effort to come down u leh stay so near to each other still dun wanna come down when we asked u to come down u gif us all sort of excuse... and say is veron's fault wth..btw wad is ur definition of frenz? muz be pretty? as long as the person is pretty everyhing she did to u is fine? if tt is UR definition den im sorry im not ur frenz..

yesterday was princess ahma alicia birthday haha veri soon it gonna be mine after tt will be wb de.. er now not veri looking forward to my bdae dunno y.. feel like got something still haven done yet..
ok yesterday was supposed to be a happy day de however something terrible n disgusting thing happen la.. idiot de lor like got nth better to do like tt...wish those pervert bu de hao si f***ing er xin lor.. zhao ta ppl onli.. the world yuan ben veri beautiful de lor den got ppl like them spoiler idiot.. so we muz be careful cannot let those idiot gets in their way..
forget abt the unhappy thing..
eh well alicia bdae was like a normal outing? but.... the process should be the most impt de bah.. hahaha yuan ben feel like giving her surprise but i duno wad to gif so nv suggest to them :x but i think we did gif her? ok we bought panty for her(duno y panty again) red de den behind got a "diamond" and a earring these 2 are the appetizer and a cake container to put it inside.. lz veri bo liao wrap a lot of layer duno whose idea.. den alicia take a veri long time to open and the pang guan zhe see liao wanna fall aslp.. haiz sad part the container break lor see liao xin tong.. muz blame the ppl wrapping and taking the present hahaha.. after tt went k at cine.. cheap lor each pay 10 plus onli but onli 1 drank.. 1st thing come to my mind was alcoholic drink spoil my cute cute image hee.. well nobody wanna start singing coz the atmosphere kinda weird la.. den was like waiting for lz n sihui to come to chao qi fen.. den we la la la la until 7 but in between got cake cutting session.. the cake was not bad la i like to cream bleahx.. den i think i sing the most la coz some dun wana dian ge but i understand at 1st i also like tt... den got 1 gay rite go k to enjoy mtv sit there do nth ask him sing like his mouth got shit like tt haha.. now got sore throat sianz sick again... ok after tt went to take neoprint since everyone is here.. den alicia going off to haf dinner wif family den sihui go find some1.. den left us so hunt for food hungry leh.. initally wanna eat at cine coz lz say got a ger keep looking at alan and tt ger veri attitude but end up we went wisma sianz no place for us to sit so hungry le leh.. den went all the way to far east den saw dumpling store haha mt open de coz she is the jiao zhi dian lao ban.. ok yuan ben veri hungry wanna eat de den hor tt gay rite so ass de lor... ppl make noise while eating also wanna comment (tt person not definitely not me)den end up everybody make so much noise(purposely de) and we were like luffing like hell but hor meiting is the best everyone was luffing and she can still continue to eat like living in her own world.. lz also another 1 eat the crispy thing haiz noisy noisy noisy... end of the day everyone stomach veri pain coz luff to much le...
yesterday juz noe tt the GAY alan actually read this and warn me not to anyhow write.. wadeva i wrote is based on my feelings mah so nth wrong... haha oh everytime ask me zui ba fang gan jing yi dian.. my mouth veri clean liao lor.. brush teeth everyday how clean u wan it to be bring toothbrush and brush it every hour in front of u ah? hehe
since u guys got read this rite den i shall announce something coz i duno how to tell u guys in front of u all feel abit bu hao yi si hehe.. and hor im trying to make ur life easier so tt u all wun haf to think so hard on how to celebrate my bdae.. eh... 26-28 dec will be my chalet la.. bdae de 3days 2 night.. actually 26 wanna reserve for my frenz de but den if u all wanna come on the 1st day also can la but i wun be entertain u all haha tts apply to everyone la.. will entertain u all on the 2nd day.. :x take note ah hahaha..

the broken one

the appetizer present

spdc + wb + alan

the birthday ger
(y so stiff relax la the cake wun explode)

39days later wiil be mine!!

kinda bored and i find this email a veri interesting 1 yesterday me n lz was like telling each other which 1 is true la..
i shall do some highlighting in red is not true black is true
> CAPRICORN WOMAN
>
>
>A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce.
>She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In
>her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an
>office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.
(well actually im a quiet person haha really no lie)

>
>She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to
>change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does
>not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely
>ignore that person.
(i dun like to show ppl my weak emotion.. ok i will really ignore tt person or keep a distance away from him/her but sometimes is not dislikes is i duno wad to say so tts a diff thing but hor i did comment on others ah hahaha)
>
>She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you
>are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guy
>who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean
>one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about
>her.
(all this is a qns mark for me but lz say is true coz i keep saying her but tt is a diff matter)

>
>She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to
>go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take
>her fishing too.
>
>She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line
>O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she
>feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very
>neat, so never rush her for this matter.
>
>She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate
>degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about
>you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If
>you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and! go to t he next
>stop.
>
>She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands
>in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing
>it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you",
>because she will do what she wants to do only.
>
>She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not
>take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable
>such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.
(my room is always in a mess!!)
>
>She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but
>sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make
>you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.
(for lz they all they should noe tt im a cool person ever since the 1st day orientation i think they will rmb it for life haha.. is nag n noisy the same thing? if it is den i will be naggy)
>
>She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a
>favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high
>hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in
>"Luck".
(i really dun believe in luck coz it nv happen on me but for exam wise is a diff thing bah)
>
>If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet
>cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3
>in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you
>could say "happily ever after".
(sorry hor not tt perfect.. i dun cook and i dun like to do housework but tt lz i haf a housewife look eh......)

ok tts all better understanding of me liao mah? hahaha
alright today after pei-ing darling for basic theory test she send a msg which i dun expect to hear from her? haha wad a qns she asked.. at tt moment my mind was blank den i anyhow reply.. eh seriously i really duno y i will agree to it.. is like i will just do it? haha dunno la.. next time dun ever ask me this qns coz me myelf will not noe the ans..
friday is law!! haha law is the effort of humanity to create principle!!! hahaha good luck for my law!!! STUDY!! STUDY!! STUDY!!

FUN FUN FUN is all i can say.. whole day was like laughing my ass off didnt haf such a great time for a long time.. maybe i had been working too much tts y bah.. got a moment feel like stop working and enjoy my poly life.. but on the other hand wanna use my hard earn money n get the stuff i wanted so tt i can get a sense of satisfactory...
today though is fun but is a veri tiring day after BS test we went to buy ahma present.. spend a lot of time searching for her present coz she a bit tiao ti well we combed the whole bugis and vivo haiz... hate shopping at this time coz cant get the things i wanted sianz... but at the end of the day we manage to buy something for her..
well today also kinda disappointed too coz was feeling disappointed.. something something something.. anyway, to SOME1 haha zai ni xin li de mo ge jiao luo, ni yi jin ai shang ta le hahaha.. was like huan xiang-ing both of u become couple hehe.. duno will come true anot..
i tink i really need a brainwash coz i wun let this matter rest coz i wanna see how both of u ai shang each other.. hahahaha
ok now sure officially announce something that is to show lz my sincerity.. a few days or weeks back each of us haf a nickname.. my name is GINNY takes after G-Nai.. haiz mine really not big mah is they xiao wu jian da wu.. and everyone has a name.. lz is jennifer, sihui ashley, meiting doris, wang bei annie, me ginny.. the rest remains as it is..
well to darling see i got a name le ginny from now on i will not be the left out one? hahaha.. good luck for ur theory test dun fail coz veri throw face

haiz feel so sad for veron.. she alone has to take care of her family wonder she can take it anot haiz.. we should enjoy our life everyday coz we wun noe wad i will happen to us n treat zhou wei de ren hao yi dian so when 'something happen' there will be no regrets.. ya so i shall treat them better even if they are unreasonable or wad i will try though it is veri diff for me :x
hmm... 1 year gonna pass soon and 49days later will be my bdae haha.. looks like i haven achieved anything from the past few months but... i got to noe them well its GREAT!! SPDC!! few days later is our term test few weeks later will be our 3 weeks holiday and our semester will be coming soon after tt holiday!!! so fast we gonna be year 2 students.. so fast i still haven prepared coz to me yesterday is like our orientation forever stuck at orientation :) after year2 we will be seperated hope we can be in the same class and not with 22 if not dunno how to survive for 1 year.. since its short i shall not get angry over small little thing or fa pi qi shall enjoy the remaining days with each other hehe.. well, after getting O level result bel gonna leave us so she bu de how i wish she wil not do well haha den she can stay with us longer but tts her choice shall respect her (dun get stress out hor if u wanna come back we will welcome u :x) i doubt we will haf the time to go out together coz now is so so so diff for the SPDC to get together..
now is meiting they all haha.. graduated from oss for a year feelings was great haha no la.. when i think of how we spent our 5 years together i feel tt we or rather me is childish haha coz most of the time we were 'quarrelling' i think is me la i got nth better to do so go n do this kind of stuff.. haiz we didnt haf the chance to go out together the busy gwenda is so busy duno wad big business she doing sia.. but she already promised us tt one day we shall go out n haf a cup of tea haha.. waiting for this day to come let us be a fool for a day!! a day we shall laugh our ass off :)
hmm.. now is my darlingS noe each other for 8 years plus going to 9.. hmm y not we go for celebration when we know each other for 10years? and we will still be couting on we shall haf a grant one when we know for 100years ok? haha.. are we fated to be together yes i think we are out of so many ppl until now we are still contacted we went to diff sch seperated far away from each other n yet we can still be together.. next year let us offcially know each other better k? im easy with things de.. few more weeks fiona gonna finish her A n darling will be graduated wonder wad will she be doing after tt.. fiona hope u go to ur desire sch :) oh no by then u will be busy!! haha as for the 3 of us we will be still studying in poly haha..

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